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Tuesday, September 27, 2005  

It's like I'm never satisfied. For me, the other side of the fence is always greener. No matter how many times I hop the fence. I'm a perpetual fence-hopper.

A couple of months ago, I had wished for something to stir up this stagnant day-to-day routine. There I was, still living in the same house I had lived in since I was four, getting up every morning at 6:47am to sit in traffic for half an hour, so that I could work my ass off for 9 hours, only to sit in traffic again for another hour, to arrive home to the same house I had lived in since I was four.

Holy crap, I was stuck in a rut.

So I wished for something to get me out of this rut. And boy did ever get what I wished for. It seemed like in a matter of a couple of weeks, my life was turned upside down, inside out.

I was pulled out of my home and thrown halfway across the country. The bf and I broke up. I was booked up to my eyeballs in travel for the month of September.

I longed for stillness in the middle of all the chaos. People that I know always say that I'm a partier - a little social butterfly who flits around from one event to the next. But the real me is someone who wants to come home, curl up next to the one I love, light a fire in a stone fireplace, and disappear into a good book. Pathetic sounding? Maybe. But if you think I'm pathetic, then so be it. 'Cause I'd still be happy.

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posted by Jenn | 11:08 PM |
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