Sorting Through the Clutter
If you somehow were able to unearth my diary amidst the clutter of my room, then you would probably find something like this...


Thursday, September 25, 2003  

Going to company recruitment sessions scare me.

It reminds me that I'm growing up. I'm going to be graduating soon. I'm not ready for a 9-5 job yet. I have so much living to do still. But I guess living without financial means may eventually prove to be difficult.

I'm afraid that I'm just gonna go with the flow. I'll apply to jobs because all my classmates are. I'll get a job. I'll stay with the job because I'd want to start climbing the corporate ladder. And then all of a sudden, my life has passed me by and I'm ready to retire.

I have this nightmare of becoming an office cubicle habitant for the rest of my life. So many of my friends are content with that. I stare at them in horror as they describe what's in their 5-year plan: graduate, get an engineering job, get married, and settle down. I am SO not going to settle for that. There are so many things that I still want to do.

I want to travel the world. I want to live in Australia for a year, or maybe Japan. I want to study law. I want to open my own fashion boutique on Queen St. I want to become a flight attendant....imagine the people I'd meet and the place I'd go. I want to get my MBA.

That's why going to company recruitment sessions scare me. But at least I get free dinner.

posted by Jenn | 9:18 PM |
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