Sorting Through the Clutter If you somehow were able to unearth my diary amidst the clutter of my room, then you would probably find something like this...
Tuesday, June 17, 2003
I have this feeling that I currently have no feelings (what a strange and ironic sentence.) I mean someone needs to inject some emotions into me or something.
I mean, I laugh. But that's because of funny moments. Don't get me wrong, I enjoy those genuine moments of laughter...the kind that makes my belly ache. But I haven't experienced pure, unadultered joy in such a long time.
I cry. But that's because I get overly emotional when watching movies or I'm too sensitive. I haven't felt gut-wrenching sorrow or pain in a long time (which doesn't mean I WANT to..I'm just making an observation).
I get angry. But that's because of slow traffic or rude people. I haven't had my blood boil over in anger for awhile.
I guess I do experience a range of emotions...but nothing has made me venture into the extreme range of emotions lately. I feel like I'm devoid of emotions. Do you ever get like that? Like sometimes, you just want a good cry?
posted by Jenn |
11:03 PM |
nut-ME-shell
//jenn
//mcmaster university alumni
//laughs at corny jokes
//frowns at rude drivers
//lover of life, vintage clothing, and african daisies
//hater of ignorance, apathy, and spiders